Chasing after a rival(for Shadowofice)

"Relax," Megumi cooed, "Just go along with this." She gently stroked Sera's pussy lips again, feeling the heat emerging from that part of her body. It was always a wonder to her, to feel the womanhood of another. She didn't know about the sexual trauma that Sera had in the past, but could guess at it. After all, what happens in prison gets on late night television.

Megumi slowly began to pull down Sera's panties, hoping to expose her nethers completely. She first looked around to see in anybody was still here. The doctors and nurses seemed to have cleared out. Satisfied that they were alone, Megumi continued, pulling Sera's panties down slowly.

Just her touch was enough to make Seraphim feel something building up, and very slowly, a tiny, dark spot appeared at the end of Seraphim's panties right between her lips, showing just how much Megumi's touch was making Seraphim become excited. It was one of the first times she had been touched so... softly, her delicate touch feeling like that of a feather compared to anything else she had touch her before. Slowly she bit the edge of her lip, her body arching more in Megumi's direction from the hips, ready to fall into the bed with Megumi as she felt a small tug at the end of her panties. It was only then that her eye sparked with a realization of what she was doing. Just moments as the panties were pulled down enough to reveal a small trail of white hair that matched her feather-white locks above, Seraphim reacted with a sharp gasp, suddenly placing both hands on Megumi's to stop her from going any further.

"Pl...Please.. we... I-I can't..." Seraphim actually sounded like she was.. begging. Her lips pouted just a little and her eyes looked like they were about to water. In the end, she felt horrible about what she was about to do. As much as she yearned for the touch of another person who cared for her so much, it still wasn't right... none of this was.

Megumi was surprised when Sera actually stopped her from removing her panties. She had barely even started. However, she wasn't going to do something to Sera she didn't want to be done, and so she pulled the panties back up with a sigh. "What's wrong?" Megumi asked, "Don't you want this?"

Megumi removed her hands and sat back, waiting for Sera's response. She couldn't quite understand what was going through Sera's mind right now, or why Sera was not letting her continue.

Why couldn't she contorl herself? This was all wrong, everything about it screamed betrayel, and Seraphim couldn't go through with it. Even as she felt her sex practically begging to be touched more, and her lustful desires were making her nearly quiver from head to toe, Seraphim knew she shouldn't do this. There was someone else... therewere other reasons... she couldn't let this moment catch her in a storm and then get lost in it all forever. If she went through with this, she would never forgive herself, even the lord she praised would be shameful of her.

"I-I just can't..." Seraphim's once proud tone was now shattered as she was sobbing at this point, subconsciously whiping a tear from her watery eyes as she quickly pulled her pants back up, nearly removing the bandage on her thigh in the proccess. "Wrong.. all of it's wr-wrong. I-I'm such a fuck up." Seraphim turned away on the hell of her boot, already grabbing her shirt and not even bothering to put it on as she felt the need to run. She didn't know how else to solve this problem, she as getting too lost in her confused emotions, and thought the only thing she could do no was escape, feeling that words could no longer save her now.

And that was exactly what she did. Seraphim turned around, not even getting the time to put her shirt on as she rushed out of the clinic as quick as she could. Her vision blurred as tears streamed down her face, she nearly pushed down a few nurses on the way out, and she hurried outside in a blind sorrow, apologizing over and over like a broken record.
[size=85:20n19q96]"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, Oh god I'm sorry!"

Megumi was even more surprised with Sera's strange reactions. It almost seemed that she was trying to hold herself back, as if she did not want this. Didn't she ask for it? Why didn't she want it? "What's wrong Sera?" Megumi said, "I don't understand..." Megumi tried to reach out again, but Sera ran away, grabbing her clothes as she went.

"Sera!" Megumi yelled. She jumped out of bed and was going to run after, but then saw how she was only in her underwear, and decided against it. At least she needed to put some clothes on. Megumi reached inside her bag, grabbing a red excercise T-shirt and a matching pair of shorts. She put them on quickly, then ran out behind Sera, still barefoot.

"Sera! What are you doing? Sera!" Megumi yelled as she ran after her emotional friend.

No longer in the clinic, Seraphim had long since ran, but not without leaving behind a trail of her quick escape, having pushed anyone in her way, often leaving a few turned heads from the scene for Megumi to follow. Seraphim was quick enough to break away from Megumi, long gone by the time the girl finished fathering her cloths, but she wasn't hard to track down from trail of confusion she left behind. Eventually, her trail went from the locker rooms all the way to the showering room, fortunately empty at this time.

Empty to all except one young and broken woman, who had one of the showers on at the moment. Leaning against the tile wall, Seraphim had her head leaned into one of the shower heads which was on, shooting forth an icy cold stream of water as she drenched her face in it, her head tilted down and causing her hair to nearly drape to the tile floor, letting the waters wash away her feelings. Currently, she had all of her cloths back on now, but her pants was barely pulled up right without the straps, and her best wasn't even buttoned, simply hanging over her shoulders as she let the waters rush by. There was one thing she had removed though... it was her eyepatch, which currently she had held in loosely in her left hand, her face hidden as her back was turned, sobbing lightly still, not aware of who had arrived just now.

Indeed Megumi easily tracked Sera's path, following the path of confusion and to the locker rooms. Megumi entered slowly, tentatively, not wanting to surprise anybody, especially Sera. The room appeared deserted, but Megumi could hear the faint rush of water from the showers. She walked slowly to the shower rooms. Inside, she found Sera under a shower head going full blast, drenching herself under the water. Her back was turned to Megumi, so she could not see Sera's face.

Megumi couldn't decide what to say, since she did not know what bothered Sera this time. "You're going to ruin your clothes," Megumi finally said to Sera, breaking the silence and letting her presence be known.

Why does everything have to be so fuckin' complicated...?'
Seraphim had been trying to do all she can to sort out her mind, but nothing was helping. This entire situation had left her mind scattered and confused, and she knew if she continued, it was only going to make things worse for herself. Hell, at this point, she thought that just about anything she did at this point would be a mistake.

Damned if you do. Damned if you don't.

Who the Hell did she love anyway? Who the fuck did she care about??? She had been rapidly marching ahead and making a name for herself in this league that by now, she was losing a grip on herself. At this point, she couldn't take it anymore, her mind was starting to crumble under the stress and confusion, and after what just happened with Megumi, she felt it beginning to break.

But no one cares. I keep going, keep faking that fuckin' pride each and every day.

Why was she doing this to herself? Where was this spiral of self-hatred coming from? Why couldn't she just give in and let something make her happy for a change!?

Because when I'm happy, someone else isn't...

Finally, her thoughts were interupted when Megumi came, and Seraphim didn't want to deal with it, the last thing she needed was someone praching to her things she didn't give a damned about, or interupting her time that she so desperately needed. The only thing on Seraphim's mind right now was to leave everything behind... she was tempted to just leave right now so she didn't make another mistake. And that was why, without even looking at Megumi, not even moving, she just gave a swift, blunt reply, not a single hint of care in her words.

"Fuck off..."

Hearing Sera's response, Megumi fell silent. She stood there, watching Sera, letting the white haired girl get some quiet time. Megumi realized what she needed to do. Sera needed to find her own way, to figure out her own solutions. What Megumi needed to do was to be there for her when she figured everything out. She couldn't leave Sera, since she was a friend and friends looked out for each other.

Thus Megumiwalked over to the only door leading out of the shower room and leaned against it, blocking Sera's only route of escape. She did not speak, but only waited for Sera to figure everything out for herself, and then hopefully have some answers.

A few minutes had passed by at this point, and Seraphim never left. In fact, she barely seemed to move as she remained leaning in the shower, most of the water now soaking her vest and some sliding down her pants, the leather from the pants resisting the water as it slid to the tiled floor. Her breathing was slow and long, and she never turned to look at Megumi, still clutching her eyepatch and just letting her mind vent. There was still too much, and yet she knew some of the answers were standing right behind her.. watching her. It felt taunting, tantilizing, even invading. Seraphim just wanted to be alone, just like she had always been, so why was this happening?

"...Why are you still here?" She asked, back still turned, her words blunt... even hollow.