Kinky?

My first and only girlfriend made me discover how into BDSM I am. She was this shy, sweet thing in public but once the blinds were drawn, hoo boy. Chains, whips, collars, slaps and bites from all angles. She did it out of nowhere the first time and I went along with it for the thrill. By the end I was surprised at how much I loved it and wanted more. It just grew from there, and no jokes here, we even had a couple of wrestling matches. One sided...in her favour of course.

We've broken up since, and I kinda have mixed feelings. Looking back, she was not a healthy person (loads of personal/mental issues) and our relationship purely became about satisfying our lust than any genuine romantic feelings for one another. On the other hand...the BDSM stuff was incredible. She knew perfectly how to build you up and break you. I do miss it a lot.

#NoShame