To my friends.

I told most of you about the condition of my eye and some of you knew about the bad health condition I've been having for a week now. Despite this I still went to work and today was the day I had a appointment to check my eye out and get a new set of lenzes.

The troubling news however I did not count on. When I was getting each eye checked my left one was alright, just a slightly less then before. The right eye however.. Every time the guy tried to show something for me to read or see, I could not see it. I have explained what was wrong with me, because I think my pupil might have been damaged but when he checked out my eye, he could not find anything. He asked me how long I was having this problem and to my own shame I told them it was over a month. He told me that I only had less then 20% chance I could get my eye fixed back to normal. The worst thing it could be is that it would be having a blood loss, which cannot be fixed, ever.

He told me to go to the hospital, since it was close and I decided to go there and " Lie " my way to a urgent check up from a professional doctor. Which worked and even then, it could not be found what exactly is wrong with my eye but it seemed to be something inside of my eye, something that has either been damaged or stopped working. The Doctor told me not to worry though, it seemed minimal even though he had no idea what it was, so still it worries me.

The next tuesday I'll have another appointment in the hospital to see if it can be fixe'd and if not, I'll not be able to read a thing with my right eye anymore. Till then I'll be on MSN, YIM or posting here a few times, but please don't expect a good or detailed post from me, I'm already stressed out and I can't wait till tuesday.

Well well....Guess there's nothing we could do but to wish you get better Raiye. All of us are waiting for you to come back....So hope doctors can heal your eye! Good luck ^^

I agree with Jessica. Our hearts go out to you. I know from first hand experience how agonizing it can be waiting for medical tests/procedures.

I hope for the best, Raiye.

I'm really sorry to hear about this Raiye, I hope it turns out to be easily fixable and you have a quick recovery

Fingers crossed for you

good luck hi five, man. and good luck lesbians. because lesbians improve everything...

Thanks guys, it means alot to me. I've been stressing out ever since I heard the " Did you ever had Eye surgery. " I've broken my elbow before but luckily I managed to escape surgery then despite the broken bone being near my triceps.

I just hope they can fix it tuesday or something, so far it's been troubling to think about it.

EDIT: It's been scheduled to Friday..

Well.. How to say this.. I came back from the appointment.. And what I thought and some of my friends thought it was.. Well.. Wrong..

There's something inside my eye, a moist vessel or something, it might have blood covered on it aswell, which results to my current eye vision.. I have a new appointment monday but hearing this.. Well.. I might not be on alot, my apologies.